I have nothing else to do...so thanks to chaia....

Uncomfortable survey: This survey is gonna probably make you uncomfortable, but if you do it...answer honestly!!!

Then repost so others can do it. It is actually worth while, one all about love, relationships, and all things like that, that most people wont ask.

-Longest relationship: 1 year and counting

-Shortest relationship: same

-How many people have you broken up with? ive never broken up with someone but i have turned down a few dates

-How many times have you truly been in love? once.

-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they love you? just one.

-Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were with? possibly.

-Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt? ummm no.

-Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? not that i know of.

-Have you ever cried over a boyfriend or girlfriend? no.

-Are you happy being single or in relationships? i guess it all depends but i am happy with where i am right now.

-Have you ever cheated on a boyfriend or girlfriend? no way

-Have you ever been cheated on? not that i know of (and the answer im sure is no).

-Worst relationship? ummm... i liked a few guys that would have been all wrong for me but it was never a relationship

-Have you ever broken someone's heart? i dont know... if i did they didnt tell me and im kinda clueless so if i broke your heart let me know.

-Do you talk to any of your exes? i dont have any.

-If you could go back in time and change things to where you could still be with one of your exes, would you? but i dont have any... (i did just say that right?)

-Do you think any of your exes feel the same way? hopefully there wont be anymore of the "exes questions".

-What is your ideal boyfriend or girlfriend? well... thats too hard to tell...because even if you think you want something right now it might be all wrong for you so who knows what they really want.

-Have you dated people who were not good to you? nope, i dont think so

-Have you been in an abusive relationship? nope

-Name your most memorable ex you have had: ugh not another one.

-Have you dated someone older then you? yup!! i like the older men :)

-Younger? nope

-What is one thing that all of your exes had in common? ugh.

-Who are the top two most attractive exes that you have dated? see above question.

-Have you ever cried yourself to sleep over a boyfriend or girlfriend? nope.

-When is the last time that you were in a relationship? now

-Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? hmmm i guess it depends on what the situation is.

-Believe in love at first sight? no, love takes a while to fully bloom.

-Ever dated two people at once? nope... took me long enough to get one that was worth dating...i couldnt handle two!

-Ever been given a promise ring? nope.

-Ever been given an Engagement ring? nope.

-Do you want to get married? yes i want to but it doesnt mean im meant to... there is still a small part of me that doubts if im supposed to be a married type person or not...but its a small part...because i do want to get married and i think it could happen for me

-Do you have something to say to any of your exes? maybe...IF I HAD ANY!

-Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend? im thinkin no...unless there is alot of something i dont know about

-Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend? not that i can think of.

-Do you believe in true love? yes

-Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds? im pretty sure ive never fully experienced full heartbreak...just rejection...so im thinkin its pretty bad

so tomorrow abram and i have been dating for a year unofficially.  i say unofficialyl because there was that whole ambiguous time where we didnt really know what was going on.  so to find an actual date where we officially became boyfriend/girlfriend would be next to impossible.  so we decided to go with tomorrow which is when we had our first date.  and yes chaia we are counting the put put date.  so that day a year ago i made a private entry which will now go public for the first time.  so enjoy!

well...yesterday i had my first real date.  so i guess i really didnt think it was gonna be a "date" but im pretty sure it was.  we went put-puting and he paid and it was funny cuz he picked up 2 score cards when it holds like 9 people on one card...so i just took the other one and put it up.  it was kinda funny...so i started out ok...then went down hill cuz i suck.  but we just made small talk.  it was kinda strange...i had more butterflys in my stomach then i thought i would...it was harder then i thought to carry on a conversation.  plus there was alot of people there too.  so then he was hungry and i wasnt but i said we could go eat cuz i didnt want the boy to starve.  so we went to ihop and he saw some friends of his so we sat with them which wasnt bad cuz they helped carry on the conversation.  but i dont know...i think i like him..im not exactly sure...its strange.  and i dont know how he thinks the "date" went so...who knows.  when he went to drop me off at my car he said we should do something again and i said sure...so i dont know if thats just a guy being polite or if he really wants to go out again...i guess ill find out.  oh and i had the biggest zit of my life on the side of my nose...and of course he sat on that side all night at dinner...*sigh* great.  but we will see...a first date is a big step!!!